13847.) i know i’m not the perfect girl, but you meant the world to me. you still do. every day i miss you more and more, and more than anything i wish we could be together again.
(via blogsecret)
alright before i say anything, this is a complete dont ask dont tell entry. no questions about why im writing this and no answers either. im just trying to get thoughts out of my head and im tired of privating my blogs.
blogsecret: i’m glad you exist. reading you makes me feel less alone about what’s running through my mind. and to whoever posted this: i know how you feel =[. i spent all winterbreak getting excited over something ridiculous. good thing i set my expectations low tho, lol it turned out to be exactly what i expected to. so now, idk how to feel. im slightly disappointed, obviously. but then again its like “i expected this, so i shouldnt be disappointed.” oh 11:11, everynight i make a wish lol. and you’ve let me down yet again =[. no matter how many times im disappointed about my 11:11 wish, i keep making it every 11:11. lol how sad huh? still, im very out optimistic about it and idk if thats a good or a bad thing. theres a point in time when you have to stop being optimistic and be realistic instead right? sigh, when did life get so complicated? to 13847: i hope things work out for you [if you are reading this at all.] maybe if you give it time, itll work out. i know a few couples that have been together a long time and then they break up or “go on break” for months to years. but they still end up back together. or maybe, its for the best? i know…i hated when people said that to me too. its like “how could you possibly know whats best for ME?” idk what to say, except i hope all works out.
i hope all works out for me too
